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Thursday, November 15th, 2001
10:59 am
in the olc with cat and natalie.
i have not done my english coureswork. i shall surely die.

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Thursday, November 8th, 2001
3:02 pm
bah so very very bf less. blah.

but i dont care..................

current mood: hungry

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Monday, November 5th, 2001
3:11 pm
la la la.
how can i sing at a time like this.............

just updating.
i think i will update it in more detail on wednesday when i have more time.

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Wednesday, October 17th, 2001
2:21 pm

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1:36 pm
so im organising a hole.commie meetup.
which should be nice.
so if anybody would like to come..........


current mood: dorky

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Tuesday, October 16th, 2001
11:45 am
balhhh all is well in the world of charl and joey.
i need a job.
i need money.
employ me someone anywhere please!
need new stuff.

i fainted in the orthadontist yesterday. this x ray ghing was going round my head like when they are testing the girl in the exorcist. horrible. and i just keeled over and woke up was laid in a dentist chair with a lovely fan breezing me.
then i had to go home all the way from doncaster via bleeding castleton on a scabby bus with this mentally disturbed man behind me.
blah and its not often i use the word scabby either.

dont abate me go on and hate me........

current mood: anxious

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Thursday, October 11th, 2001
10:07 am
oh yeah and its all ok now aswell. :)

current mood: calm

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10:07 am
so ive got two journals now. a live one and a dead one. i dont deserve two though because i dont pay this one enough attention as it is. nevermind..........

current mood: drained

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Friday, October 5th, 2001
i hate october.
i always get dumped in october.
blaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh waaaaaaaaa haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.

current mood: melancholy

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Thursday, October 4th, 2001
10:05 am

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Wednesday, October 3rd, 2001
9:20 am - I gave you everything, just, give some back to me........
i havent seen him in three days, i walked up to him, he took my kerrang, flicked through it and told me to fuck off. i wanted to cry/die (delete as appropriate) He didnt want to touch me, kiss me, even look at me that much. i know him playfully saying i stink or he hates me is his way of saying of course i love you, but sometimes i feel so rejected. every day i wake with a GUT ACHE because i want to see him, hear his voice, if i dont i dont see the point in being awake.
im in school because i cant go home because id just argue with everyone and get kicked out. i feel so sad, in every sense of the word.

current mood: crushed

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Tuesday, October 2nd, 2001
10:17 am
I was supposed to be updating this in detail today but im making avatars for hole.com and i cant get them to upload properly so its taking ages.

hello to the bloke from rotherham.

current mood: chipper

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Wednesday, September 26th, 2001
3:04 pm
i will update this more often. i will i will i will.
so there.

current mood: nauseated

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Friday, September 7th, 2001
2:20 pm - finally i'm back....
jeez so much has happened.
the great divorce of brookes vs brooks is still pending, plaintiff removing her belongings from the marital home the other day.
im back at school. great. upper sixth life yep yep ahah.
i wish i had m internet back, i wanna update this all the time and make it look really cool.
leeds festival i could blether on about that for hours, but i wont i'll just say two words.


hee hee heeeeeeeeee!

current mood: nerdy

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Thursday, July 12th, 2001
9:23 am
sat in art lesson. really need aband.
hate a levels.
wish i felt more inspired to write long entries in this thing.
i feel bland when i don't and thats not me at all.

current mood: blah

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Monday, July 9th, 2001
8:47 pm - helwo...............
sat at joeys. desperate for band members.
bassist,drummer, 2nd guitarist anywher????????? please????????

current mood: ditzy

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Thursday, July 5th, 2001
2:13 pm
only 49 days, 21 hours and 49 minutes til leeds festival.

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1:55 pm - an explanation......
so i had a huge depressive episode last night ( still dragging myself out of it today) about the whole 'uni' idea. I find it really hard to see myself walking around uni studying a subject i'm not that keen on (teacher training cos its the only one you get paid for) and i can't bring myself to tell my parent what my heart is really in...........
as if you all didn't know already.

current mood: discontent

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10:16 am - oh no......
had a manic episode last night. explain later.

current mood: distressed

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Wednesday, July 4th, 2001
12:08 pm - Getting better.......
but i feel so uninspired. Its cos I'm in school. My computer is off limits for runnning up such a huge bill. dammit.

current mood: blank

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